Turning point ?

Been a while since my last post but its always the same when u in the middle of a bad bad downswing, writing/whining about beeing the unluckiest player in the world, posting standart suckout/cooler Handhistories and just fell into a "self-pitty-mood" isnt very productive and quite boring...  ^^

I also changed, or better had to change, the layout of the blog after i crushed somehow the custom layout i downloaded at the www! It had a pretty nice design but the problem with custom layouts is  if you want to change the layout (etc.) you cant use the given standart-tools, you need to do it nearly all by editing the HTML... (me no expert ^^ )
So im back to one of the standart layouts, which are also quite nice and much easier to handle! :-)

Pokerstuff:

With the session today i past the 100k-Hands-Mark alrd. for the month, which is very nice and also gave me 11.5k VPP so far! If i remember correct my personal record in most played Hands in  a single month is around 110k so i think with ten days still to go, there will be no problem to set a new personal "record"!
Just too bad the results are so fucked up! In bb/or stacks  this is the worst down i can remember (in $$ i had worse poker-month few years ago)

The first 60k Hands it was even very hard to produce at least some EV ,when u bet/bet with your strong holdings then see the "wtf-river" ----> have to c/f  8 out of 10 times or c/"crying-call-muck" ... blabla

Reducing tables to ~12 really helped so far and the expected winnings slowly find their way back  to the black 0 ( i hope). If the winnings will follow i cannot predict ;-)

One last sad graph :

I know im a really tight player and so its not so easy to get it in with AA/KK  preflop or at the flop with good Equity!
If so you love to strike in the easy moneys, but not this month... ^^

My Goal for the rest of the month is to reduce the losses to -15 Buy-ins or better, to have at least some overall profit with the rakeback added!